Nearly three months after I finally asked for help with my mental health issues (depression, anxiety, panic attacks, obsessive worries – you know, all the fun stuff), I’ve actually been feeling pretty positive.
The antidepressants seem to be working.
Things feel lighter, easier.
When you're working on your mental health, one bad day can make you feel like a failureI’m not 100% better, but just opening up, coming out about what I’m going through, and talking about how I’m feeling has made a huge difference to clearing up the dark thoughts and secret sadness, while the pills have bumped me up to a level of happiness that means I’m not coming home from work and crying until 1am.
My mood’s improved. My relationships have become better now I’m not hiding a massive part of what’s going on.
It’s been great, really.
Which is why when my symptoms came back this week, it felt like… Read the full story